Guyz..?

[Itz Blood]

I have been working on a java based game for the past 4 weeks... During those weeks I have learned a lot  including meaning, understanding, and life. Yeah its just coding, but when you're writing scripts you don't think about the scripts that you're making. You're thinking on how those will effect, live, and change a person or player. Also during these past 4 weeks I have found out truely what I like to do. I love working out, and going to six flags and go basically girl shopping. Not like that.. Its a figure of speech. I have not watched bleach since episode 167, or naruto since 51-52. What I have realized in the past few weeks is that I may drop computer, graphics, scripting, and hacking. Yeah those are fun but I just don't know. I'm going to panama City on June 16, It will decide if I will stay on the computer or not. This may be considered a farewell note. I'm debating if I should release my signatures tomorrow. Someone may really need that 40 dollars, and I just don't want to rip it out of their hands. If someone really worked hard for what they created should receive the prize. Just don't make the choose in one day. Think deeply about it, and search to see if there is leechers.

I had fun here at Videobleach. I had a hard time the past few months. I would like to stay active, but as the days, weeks, months or even the years past its starting to seem that I don't have a choice anymore. Things are happening that I wish that I could stop.

Recently my brother, Travis, graduated from high school. When I was at the ceremony I realized how close I am to graduating. Next School year I will walk as a junior. I have taken my freshmen, and sophomore year for granted. When I graduate I will loose almost all my friends. That is not something that I cannot bare with. Thats why I want to take my last 2 years of High School to the fullest. My brother said this "Man I wish I could stay, being graduated sucks... " That was the day after.

I have no idea on what to do, but time is becoming short. Everyday seems to go by faster, and I just want it to slow down. Those days when I was a little kid when I said to myself I wish I was older, I wish I never said that. They say be careful what you wish for and I now know why.

As I stated above this may be my farewell. I have not decided. My mind is racing, In the past month my eyes were truly opend and it created new doors with many thoughts, opportunities, and ideas.

[SpiritOnParole]

Hey I love hanging out here but the truth is life is to be lived. This place can be part of it but it shouldn't be all or even most. I'm glad to hear you excited about what's going on with you.

I know the workout addiction. I can't stop running at least 2 miles 7 days a week. LOL And I was NEVER the active type when I was younger.

And hey... you know we will be here. I know every time I have to be off for a week or so when I get time to kick back here it's like I never left. I'd say enter you sigs. Those who have been loyal and active here for as long as you deserve an even chance. You worked hard and we can't make it easy for the noobs to just walk off with the prize.

Keep in touch if you do decide to be gone a bit. I'd miss never seeing your name about again.

[UrbanWolf]

Balance



Good Luck Good Life Good Love

[Itz Blood]

Yeah, I just don't know. I'm still debating if I should.

[UrusaiBaka]

hey thats cool blood.u could always do something that i find myself doing more often...coming home from school, email, facebook, videobleach, off the comp on towards hanging with my friends...u could just try to give up lotsa the other time consuming comp thing for when u have nothing else to do...

[Itz Blood]

Yeah but if you knew my schedule your mouth would drop.. lol.

[koustik kill]

Blood I new you since this forum started and I know what your going through, Next year I graduate and I dont know if I will ever see anyone again, so for the summer I may be on maybe once or twice a month.  Life feels like its just going to fast.  This summer im just focusing on having as much excitement I can have with my friends before its......well......a memory 

-I'll respect any choice you make!

[L]

Truly, it is up to you to decide your fate

Though one thing to keep the pain of going away from friends suppressed, get their contact details, email, phone number etc.

Anyways, good luck and i hope you find the choice that best suits you